Just Some Thoughts

So i have been thinking a lot lately about the following things...
Marriage.
Photography.
School.
Work.
Living on my own.
And just wanting to do whatever i want,
whenever i want.

Don't ask why.
i dont even know.

And have you ever felt as if you were losing someone who you are extremely close with.
I am.
It's not a fun feeling.
I just want to talk to him about it,
but the problem is i can never get a hold of him.
He's always busy.
But yet can find time to do other stupid stuff.
idk...
maybe im just missing him a whole hell of a lot.

And i was also thinking of what i am going to do in my life.
I know i want to take pictures of people the rest of my life.
But not here.
Not at some corporate owned photo studio.
Its' fun and i love the people here.
but this isnt even close to the kinds of pictures i want to take.

just me thinking....
its never a good thing.

=)